Unwanted. Undesirable. Unsure. Unsettled. Insecure. Unbalanced.
Trying to fix a relationship after a falling out is not easy. And right now, the hurt is still fresh.
I hate that it had the power to make me feel these things.
I want nothing more than to make things better. Feel that confidence and security again.
I love him.
How do you get there? Not overnight, that’s for sure. And that’s just what it is, still fresh. No more than a day technically from our reconciliation.
Don’t let your anxiety ruin this.
Breathe, give it time. Don’t over think things. Stop overanalysing everything. That’s what I keep telling myself.
How do I vocalize my concerns without coming across as some “crazy girl” (oh how I loathe stereotypes).
My emotions are valid.
I just hate feeling these things.