I have known what it feels like to have it all fall apart. At least I thought I knew until this all happened.
Now it really and truly is.
I screwed up. Made a bad decision. And as a consequence, I am on the brink of losing the love of my life. My forever is no longer forever. And it’s all my fault.
I’ve never felt a heartache quite like this. The pain of knowing I’ve hurt the one person I never wanted to ever hurt. Knowing that I did this without intention is gut wrenching. As I know he cannot see the truth in my words. All he sees is the pain I caused.
How do you fix what seems to be unfixable? This answer is something I am in desperate need of.
All I feel is heartbreak, yet I have to pull it together and take the day on with a smile.
Life is not my friend right now, and love is not in my corner either.